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Indeed, I’m done in college life.. I felt nothing.. Still the stress in my stream keeps on clinging.. They often asked me how was the feeling of a graduate? Gush.. I felt nothing.. I felt numb. It’s just a usual ceremony of a senior student. But then, I realized the moments of my college life when all things turns in rush, slow motions and magical. There were times that I felt time pass so fast. I remembered people I met. People who’ve shared life experiences with mine. People who’ve affected me the most. People who’ve change somehow my concept of life. Poeple who’ve touch my emotion. People who’ve taught me to be strong. People who’ve hurt me. People who’ve molded me into better person. People who’ve helped me realize that I am not alone. People who’ve treated me a princess. Peope who’ve believed in my skills and talents (do I have?).. People who’ve always made me smile. People who’ve invaded my life. But not all affected are people, there were things and untangible items.. Now…. I am at the intersection of life. There are lots of path to go through. But I don’t know where to start. So I look above.. I see the beauty of nature. The beautiful sky, clouds and bright sun that showering the positive energy… God is the creator. Yes! That comes to my mind. I should trust all these things to Him… So…. go for gold… wel… that’s it.

Its valentines dAy! It seems that my wish was not granted. The person I asked didn’t came. The signs didn’t appear. Guess this is not the right time to meet him. But i’m happy ‘coz lately I have family probz, but able to handle and now were fine. Then, last monDAY, i got a work offered. Wow! tomorrow will be my interview. Wish me luck.. heheh… After this whole day activity, I realized that I don’t have luck in love… If opportunity caME, I need to grab it up… But I know mr. right will come in diguise.. No need to aSk another sign.. I really believe He will come. But the question is,, Who is he? well, I guess I’m fooling myself again.. I remember, one my friend said that I’m a career oriented person. I don’t know how to look people at my side. That’s why I’m not aware that my mr. right is already existing.. Sino kaya ng tinutukoy nya? hmmm. That friend of mind is a guy… Hindi kya cya yun.. hmmm. That made me to think deeply now while I’m typing this blog. What’s wrong? Maybe there’s something wrong with me. I’m a kind of person that I would like a guy who doesn’t notice me yet tapos I’ll do something to get his attention. For me kc it’s challenging. Ayaw ko kc na mauna may gusto ang guy sakin… We’ll guess I’m weird..hAY! lIFE is mysterious. BeaUTiful… Amazing… Tiring… Fun… and fuunny.. Whoever you mr. right,,, I’m here… Ms. Right… >",<

February.. Month of love.. I remember the last time I asked God if He’ll let me accept courtings, He answered me on  the 14th day during the club day of our school. An unexpected guy friend gave me  3 sweet muchkins in many red roses box. Wow! unbelievable but true.. The guy confessed his intention and I really appreciate it because his actually nice and sweet. But I really treat him as my close friend and it can’t go beyond it.. I know I had frustrated him but the thought is, God heard me.. No one knew but only us two. This year, I asked Him the person I wanted to spend my journey. The person that has a brave heart to be part of my family..I asked two signs but still I don’t see any yet. Despite of the hectic scheds due to complying requirements because of the graduate march, family problem, society problem,,, hay! I wanted to feel love. Love of somebody who can help me appreciate the beauty of life… Love and not lust…. Coz I don’t see the beauty of life anymore…. I’ll tell you more after a week..

hey! my bday is 2 days approaching.. Mag dedebut uli aq… wakeke.. well then, I gues I nid 2 acept d reality dat m now entering d adult world… Wow! first thing came into my mind dat I can able 2 do wat I wanted… But, I learned dat is not dat ez, coz u nid 2 face responsibility n evry dcsion u wil make n d pocble consequences… DAH!!!! gues ders no word of FREEDOM… So far, asyd sa fmly q c au pa lng ang nakaremember.. wel den…. hapi bday 2 me… hehehe

M now of w8ng for d status of being a gradu8 or not… grabeh! juz finish taking picz for yirbuk but not sure kung makapracticum… sna yes…

I hav known a person dat i dont rili xpect dat wil touch my lyf. N my bz lyf meron pang nakapagpatigil sa mundo q juz to realize dat der r wonderful tings around me.. Dat person liv many tings dat help me to be a beter person. DAt person rili change few routine of my daily tasks. Dat person s a marvelous passerby dat i wil never 4get.. But dat person s now living…. I realize dat der s no constant person n dis world.. Dat person nids2 mov on. N i nid 2….

June 13,06 is near approaching… My gush, m now facing trials and responsibility… 4th yr na tlaga aQ.. Thesis n experiment, nagsabay pa jud.. Nakakatakot but I know I can make it if I have faith in Him, n my family, fwens, n my self at luv? I don’t think so… Oh my gush ulit!! sna d muna magkulit c cupid bka i dont know wat 2 do f nanjan na xa… Well, m hoping mkayanan q 2… Yes, I knw I can make 8….. 

until den…